I hear it's detrimental, but honestly I don't see it,I don't see ANYTHING negative about hypomania I just miss it SO BAD,maybe I was addicted to it or something, IDK.

I hear what you mean about a productive life, but I don't see the use in productivity if my existence is just that... me existing...

I feel like I've lost my muchness, my edge. Not quite like a zombie android, but not far off either...

I will continue to monitor my behavior, if this persists or get's worse, I'm gonna have a word with my pdoc and find out if this state is "normalcy" cos gee I really wanted it, but dammit, it's BORING!

I'm acting like a spoilt brat now hey? end rant.