OMG the thought of needing my T is terifying.
what if i needed her and she wasnt thare?
what if i got to the point of needing her to function?
what if she left?
what if she abused that need?
i dont do need very well and that forces me to keep a big boundry between my T and I
i got mad at her only once because she cancled,but this was after i hadnt seen her for 4 weeks.i got so upset that i ended up hurting myself.that gave me a huge reality check about how close i was getting and then pulled way back to a safe spot so i dont get angry like that at her.i just dont do need well at all so i keep it safe with all