I cant stand this feeling anymore. My whole body is fighting against my head. I want to never wake up, I hurt so much. I cant talk to my counselor yet I think of all the things I want to say when Im here, I cant take this physical pain all the time, I cant breathe. I hurt. Both inside and out.
What can I do I feel like I am going crazy with thoughts rushing in and out my head hurts so much, I feel like screaming but that wont solve anything and no one hears anyway, Im lost.