i am really going to try rain but i am scared to death about what will happen.even if she does take it.but really i hear her saying "you know me better than that,are you able to read this to me today?and it will go from thare and i'm scared.but these days i just dont care what she does i'm just to tired of being the good person to everyone.i have three days to get up the guts and it may happen.i may need a lot of pocket riders for monday