Today I'm relieved that I got more than 4 hours of sleep for the first time in about a week. That tells me that I'm getting better!
I'm also relieved that my school granted me the short leave of absence I requested, but I'm nervous that they'll use it as another excuse to make my life difficult. I guess we'll have to wait and see. All I can do is everything they ask, but unfortunately, that isn't always enough.
I'm still unmotivated to pack or wash dishes or even put my laundry away for that matter, so I'm living in a dump. Doesn't help the mood much, you know? I need a personal assistant.
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