(((((((((((((green))))))))))))))) It sounds like you have a wonderful relationship with your parents. I am sorry that you are struggling so hard to not alter that relationship right now. It is kind of you to try and protect them like you are. Sometimes it is better to let those we love help us through the hard times. I am sure their reactions will be out of love and them trying to help the best they know how. Try and see it in the love they are expressing. I wish you the best in your decision.