stinkymojo Sorry your husband is upset with you, but your right he will get over it.

Kadesgirl09 your not lazy it is just part of the illness. I've been that way what feels like forever now. Lack of motivation and energy

Medicated I'm glad you got some rest. I also glad you got your leave of absence. I hope everything works out all right for you.

Lauru still wishing you better. I hate you are going through this depression for so long.

PT52 sorry to hear about you losing your job. I hope you find a loop hole and are able to show that they fired you unjustly.

ericmaciasexhausted sorry you are feeling so alone and betrayed right now. I hope you get to feeling better.

Denise26 I'm sorry you are so depressed. Are you still off your meds? If you are you might want to reconsider starting them again. Just when things seem to be getting better for you they get worse. Wishing you well.

Queen Accountant I hope they finally get your surgery date finalized and all goes well. Glad to hear you got some sleep last night.

thinker22 I'm sorry you are anxious and felt like you wasted part of your day yesterday. I think it is good you spent some time doing something you enjoyed. I think rewarding yourself is a great idea.


Today I feel ok. Started out not wanting to get out of bed, but finally rolled out do to the fact I couldn't go back to sleep. My dad called and wanted me and my sisters to come over. So I spent a few hours with my family playing yahtzee. It wasn't that bad to make myself get out and visit despite my not wanting to. I did enjoy myself once I got there. Now I just got to make it through the rest of the day. Still got to cook dinner and take my daughter over to her friends house. Neither of which I want to do. Ah, the things we will do for our children.