I posted on the new members resently about this; I am in my late teens, and think I may have Schizophrenia, I took the quiz on this site and some others that were related and it said I have early signs of Schizophrenia and says I may have OCD as well. Don't know what any of this means, I have been obsessivly attatched to people and things( a girl I know, and books or movies that get to me) I somtimes feel like I am one of the characters in the movies or books, and the girl I feel I love is socialy unexeptable for me to love. I have not told my parents or family for I feel they would think I were lying or just making it up for attention or somthing. When I enter certain areas I feel like somone is there with me, and I act violent towards certain people who don't deserve it but I feel and unending hatred towards them, the thoughts I have about them somtimes make me feel like a Nazi, but I like their idea of total control. I don't have a problem with Jews or anyother race, nationaloty, or religion, just people I feel are inferior. Drug addicts, smoking addicts, people who are well, poor and homless. I don't know why, but I feel I want to eliminate them, I have even devised schemes in my head on how to get away with it. So any help or advise would be nice. PS: I have NEVER gotten this personal with my thoughts.
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