No, rainbow8, we're never too old to grow. I think it really has to do with the pressure we're under. (Understand, now, that this is just my opinion.) I have sufficient positive qualities (intelligence, work ethic, etc.) that even with my motor hitting on only one cylinder for fifty years, I have been able to "get by" without feeling really trashed. And things within the past two or three years have been REALLY bad. So, finally, my unconscious has given up. Even my unconscious realizes now that we're in a very tight spot indeed. So, therefore, the dreams, which I hope very much will continue for at least the near future! Take care!