rain ill totally jump in yopur pocket.im going to check post to see whats going on for you.did i miss something?
the letter issue, i think this came about when i wrote my first letter.she asked me to read it and i wouldnt so she did,i didnt say anyhting durring the whole session(surprise).at the time i dont think she knew the extent of my silence and using words.as time went on i'm sure it became apparent how serious the problem was.i had a major temper tantrum months later and quit therapy in an e mail and then sent her a letter explaining why.i then then sent her a email saying i didnt want to quit and to please not read the letter.she then called me and left a message saying that she/ was expecting me on this date and if i had words to share then would be the time and place for it.and that she was returning my letter to me.she wanted me to bring it in and read it to her something i cant do.she explained to me she didnt want letters to replace talking to her.so she read this letter out loud as she sat next to me asking me if i wanted to read some or at least hold part of it in my hand.i wouldnt.so i'm sure she will accept the letter or list if i read it to her but not if i'm not going to read it or have anything to do with it.i also have a real hard time with her reading anyhting i write outloud .to me words are words written or spoken.i hate hearing my words also .but i really am going to try to talk again monday.i had been able to speak a sentence or so but the last few weeks i havnt been able to say anything.