For Me I CAN NOT Drink or Drug...I know all to well, where the road goes.. It may start with the " I can Handle it now"(********). " A few won't Hurt"(********)...See where I'm going with this. If I was'nt an Alcoholic/addict I would Have know Idea on Controlled Drinking...only A few, Not the Big Drunks Like Before.. I have a Friend in the Program who claims 19yrs sober..(********)...Hell I can bet he's Drinking to get drunk Right Now....

If you want to White Knuckle Your life,Remember your grip will let loose and it's a DEEP Hole to drop into...

I'm pretty strait forward as far as being Clean and Sober.. Hell we all Had Slips..Dust yourself off Get to a meeting, It may be the one that saves your Life...

It took me 24 years of just warming chairs in the Rooms, was never there for me always for the Parents but mostly court...

The day I went for my self was awesome..Still took a bit more digging to hit bottom...

Been clean and sober all day and no plans of drinkling or drugging..That's what we got one Day at A time..