To be honest I don't know which one I am. My doc has never said and honestly at times I really wonder if I am bipolar. A part of me sees the mood shifts and I stay depressed alot. Last summer I went through I mood change that really freaked me out. I was happy which was really cool, but I fantasized about vampires (embarressed to say) to an overly state of really researching it and getting into this so called vampire realm. I won't go into great details but I know when I told my pdoc about it she changed my meds and said it was from the bipolar. Is this a Manic or hypomanic state. I'm really confused about the two. Next time I go see my pdoc I intend to ask more questions about my illness. But after reading some of these posts I really have to wonder where I sit.