Not saying anything isn't working so well either. No matter what happens granite you can handle it. You have your therapist to support you. You have your wonderful husband and you have us. You have already been through the worst. Your life is much better. You can handle it (it won't be easy, but you can do it and it will move your life closer to health).

And pleeeeease take me as a pocket rider on Monday! I will be the one nudging you with my elbow to just do it and also holding your hand....