WePow,
I hope this helps. In that previous post, the sentence: "it was hard to genuinely care about some one when they are suicidal" wasn't meant to imply that the T just doesn't care. He meant 'it is hard to provide professional care', 'hard to do therapy' with someone who is constantly suicidal, as the T just cannot be there with them and look after them 24/7. And that's not their job anyway. They need a different kind of care then (DBT or if too bad hospital). That's what was meant. So you telling your T about feeling suidical now and then during trauma processing is something very different and something you should be doing if that's how you are feeling. And no, he will not hate you for that, no. He needs that information.