Well, even though I told him I was going to, I did not drop his payment off the next day. In fact, I haven't done it yet. I had every intention to, but just couldn't. A whole bunch of things just "came up".

I have absolutely no idea why I'm so angry and why I am taking it out on him - even if it's just by witholding something that is due him.

Yes, he made some off the cuff remarks, but this is nothing that he hasn't done before. All in all, he's a great therapist that has helped me a lot.

But right now, I'm sooooo mad at it's being directed at him.

I don't understand how or why I feel this way.

Great, more confusion.