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granite1 · Aug 21, 2010, 08:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Sannah

Not saying anything isn't working so well either. No matter what happens granite you can handle it. You have your therapist to support you. You have your wonderful husband and you have us. You have already been through the worst. Your life is much better. You can handle it (it won't be easy, but you can do it and it will move your life closer to health).

And pleeeeease take me as a pocket rider on Monday! I will be the one nudging you with my elbow to just do it and also holding your hand....

((((sannah )))) i hope you will be in my pocket

and around after.i worry about the fall out if i talk to my T on monday.i just dont do well but you are right things arnt working well at this point at all.i cant see how things can get any worse unless T totally beats me up with my words and knowledge of what is going on in my head.i need to try not to think this way.i like lists and this is my evidence list that T is a trust worthy person.i cant remember who else did this but i liked it
1.t has shown me that she is kind yet strong.
2.after all the breaks and vacations T. has convinced me somewhat that she isnt going anyplace.she has always come back and was thare when i came back exsept once and she took responcability for that.
3.she has never been mean to me
4.has no intrest in hurting me in any way.
i know the list isnt very long but it is a start.