Sorry that you are feeling so immobilized Yoda. I know it's hard to find the energy to do anything, but seeing your p-doc is important, so is there any way that someone can deposit the cheque for you? I hope you can force yourself to take a shower even if it's just to get some cat food. I hate that part of the illness too when everything that I need to do I have to force myself, but I find if I don't I spiral down even more. I hope you start feeling better.