I got to see my T. I cried alot. I also got some ideas as to what might be causing my husband may be the way he is. Between his career, trying deal (or not dealing with) with my depression, and my sons behavior, and something that I had not thought of "mid-life crisses. Even though it is no excuse for what he is doing atleast i can kinda wrap my head around things. I am also going to see if maybe if I am not only depressed but bi-polar. I have had several people say that I have symptoms of it. So I am going ask my phsych. to test me for it. If I am maybe i can get on the right med.s to help me.