Well my 5th step is done. I now have some awareness of my shortcomings, defects, or if you like the exact nature of my wrongs. I experienced trust (for the first time in years), honesty, and acceptance on a different level. Im not this beast I always thought I was. Im actually a human that has some limitations. I learned some skills growing up in an alcoholic home in order to survive. Those skills no longer work for me as an adult. So now I need to allow the changes to take place and ofcourse with much action on my part. Steps six and seven are my next steps to work with my sponsor. I will keep you posted.....Neuron