i needed some one to talk to so bad, i had no one else, so i "rented a friend" in a counselor,, but now i have a little life, and i let him go,, 14 yrs later,,, so you keep seeing a T as long as you need to, and someday,, you won't need to. i just hope you find the support you need, and are not somehow hurt and disappointed,, best wishes ,, Gus