It's very tough to be patient an gentle to myself because I just really
want to be healthybbut I'm starting to loose hope an such!!!! That I will recover an
be healthy seems to me a long hard dark lonely road to recovery an health!!!!!!
An
lately I've been extremely close to purging anything an all things
it's hard an worse ESP after meals for a hr or so veryy tough
I'm not sure I can hold to not purging much longer