My sincere "Thank you" to all of you! Your understanding and caring means a lot to me!
There is more to this story and a lot more stories but this is one of them. My mother is still alive today and she is still the same way as she was back then. I did forgive her and I will forgive her today and tomorrow for whatever damage she will do to me because i'm her daughter but this is my only reason why I give her my forgiveness.
I have learned from her abuse. I have learned to never do this to my kids or any kids.
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I have to call my mother today. I have been brainwashing myself for the last 2 weeks to do this call. I'm going to do this call because I'm her daughter. But I'm not looking forward to it. I know I will be a mess when I will hang up the phone. She has such a great power over me.
I love you all! I am glad to be here among you all!
Again thank you!
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