Thank you everyone for your honest responses.

I went to my nurse, and she said basically the same thing as you guys did. We talked for a while, which helped. Right now I'm at 80% believing her and what you guys have said, and 20% my theory. This is much better than my previous percentage (probably about 80 for my theory, and 20 for your responses).

Seems like I fell victim to a micropsychotic episode. Thank you very much for your honesty.