I am very pleased at the responses. I was worried posting something like this that it wouldn't be coherent. I knew what I was thinking so I was very careful and took some time to write it out. I often worry that after admitting some symptoms many will write off creativity as apophenia and not epiphany.

I don't know of any actual studies based on this as it doesn't entail rigorous use of expensive pharmaceuticals. I don't know how to present this to someone who might be in a position to facilitate a formal study either. Perhaps any of you might share this with anyone you know? I am not interested with who came up with ideas if this proves to be a meaningful thing. Think, a better and objective diagnostic tool or maybe even screening for high risk data?

I'm very thankful at your responses