Unico and dj: maybe if we all band together, track down all the exes and kick their ******s, they'll stay out of the dreams Hope you both are having a better day today..

Had a massive cleaning spree yesterday...one thing I'm liking about the Lamictil is that I seem to be able to finish something before I start 3 other things. One thing I don't like is that doc's not ready to start the anti-depressants back up again and I'm pretty sure I need them.

Slept maybe 3 - 4 hours last night..my husband hasn't been home in a month or so and I haven't told him about getting fired. The other times, I would call him as soon as I was driving away from the humiliation of packing my desk, sobbing "I JUST GOT FIRED!" and I think that kicks him into gotta-fix-it mode when he's not prepared. So yesterday, I got a sharpie and some butcher paper, made a bunch of signs and taped them all over the kitchen..they pretty much answer any question he'll have and maybe if he reads them first he'll understand that it's different this time..that maybe it's not my fault..