Oh treehouse

Sorry to hear that. Can you treat yourself to something nice: cook your favourite meal, go out to a restaurant with H, have a nice bubble bath with scented candles, bath oils, whatever... something relaxing, something you like, huh? If you find that Thursday is far away try to give yourself a project to complete by then, something you enjoy. Try out new things, go on walks, it's the summer! There's so much to do and see out there in the world. Enjoy these few days without him! I wish you well!