to all that is having a bad day. Wishing it would get better for you soon.

Me, I just wish I could go back to bed and stay there. Fighting with anxiety and boredom. Really don't know how I feel emotionally. I just know I'm tired of this day to day routine. I want to get back to my old self. I lost me somewhere and now I can't find myself. How I wish I could find motivation. I did try crocheting last night, but I really couldn't get into it so I put it away. There are so many things I know I could be doing, but instead I sit around going crazy. I just feel like screaming on the top of my lungs at some points and other points I want to climb in bed and bawl my eyeballs out. I can't stand this anymore. I am so tired of feeling this way. I keep hoping for the right med combo but it is becoming to long of a task. I need relief and some inner peace.