I'm starting a new temp job tomorrow, it's probably only gonna last for a couple of weeks, and I am so nervous I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm not taking my Ritalin because every time I take it I crash and start crying uncontrollably. I haven't taken it over the weekend and I still can't stop crying. I'm so scared I'm gonna have a crying jag at work. Financially, I'm screwed, my daughter's starting college next year and I'm so scared she won't be able to go. I know I should be lucky just to have a job for a little while, but I feel like I'm coming unglued and don't want to lose it. Thanks for listening to me vent, whew!