Ptk,

Thanks for the concern, but you really don't know my history. I have more than just bipolar. And the anti depressants operate on some different chemicals in the brain, they are not all the same. I have always been on large doses and several medications, my illnesses are treatment resistant. Rest assured that I am monitored closely for side effects, and actually, besides dry mouth and some tiredness throughout the day, I am fine. When I am on less medication however, I am extremely suicidal, attempt often, and severely depressed to the point of catatonia.

Each person's body chemistry are different and these medications have evolved over time. I was not just prescribed a whole bunch of meds all at once. This is the only combo that has worked for me. While I have my downs, I do not get psychotic anymore and I have not attempted in over a year, which is really good for me. I have spent many years going in and out of the psych hospital, attempting suicide, SI, eating disorders, and alcoholism. I appreciate that these meds have helped me. I do not SI, and haven;t for 3 years, I do not abuse alcohol, I am a healthy eater, and I haven't attempted in over a year. When usually I attempt several times throughout the year during bad years.

So please be aware that your words could be misconstrued by people and scare people off of taking medication that works. I appreciate your concern, but you do not know me nor my case and I would appreciate it if you not try not to undermine my pdoc and myself.