((((Kyangel))))

Thank you for posting and for reaching out. I agree with the others that you were not stupid but trying to help yourself. Sometimes we happen across web sites that do trigger us and sometimes the self helps will trigger you. You are learning and you are trying to help yourself that is a good thing.

Maybe give yourself a break and do something nice for yourself. You deserve to be treated nice and you deserve to be heard. We are listening and hear you. We care and are here for you. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps