Thanks, Rainbow! I will certainly take time during this session to reconnect....and if we get to a pause, maybe I can ask T to help bring us back to the topic because I'm having such a hard time doing that. I usually avoid this kind of thing, and each week in T, I tend to work on things that have come up....and I know that by putting it away, it won't resurface for a long, long time. And T lets me decide what's talked about during the session, so he generally won't bring it up unless I do....I need his help to get us back into it....because I know next session would be much of the same - avoidance. It's hard.