Hi Trinity~ I am in your same situation? I am trying to also not break down. I am so emotionally attached to a man who. I thought who he was isn't who he misrepresented himself??? I was really feeling like maybe he is the one for me. I just don't want to lose him though. I think just maybe hmmmm. I'll just have to suffer the consequenses about his reactions towards me?!? I feel really ashamed with him too!!! I had all my trust,emotions,feelings,love,kindness,respect and heart all to him for a really long time?!? I believe he took me for granted and for anything else as well. I will never forget him for all he has put me through for way too long and even though. I had allowed him to persuade,manipulate,intimidate,procrastinate and verbally abused me???