Sorry i am posting too much
Night time always make me feel even more lonely and depressed. I feel so lonely at night time that i want to just cry and cry, but nothing is coming out. I hate how lonely i feel at night time. I think of my therapist that i am in love with more at night time because i wish she could hold me close to make the loneliness and the sadness go away. I just can't take the loneliness anymore. I try to distracted myself by watching funny videos on Youtube, but i still feel very lonely and sad.