Not sure..feeling productive cuz I sent an appeal of my termination to the owner of the company (supposedly they do a fair review, but I doubt it), I updated my resume and found a few jobs to apply for and I volunteered to do administrative work for the local Operation Homefront and they're happy I'm going to help and aren't bothered at all that I'm bipolar. I'm hoping this will help build my credibility...and my self-esteem. The hubs is still around but not around me. Don't know if he's bailing on me or feeling bad for being a jerk yesterday..