Yeah it seems like they just don't want to listen to me when I try and explain that I am concerned about my state of mind. Its like they just encourage me to ignore it and assume all my problems will be gone that way.......but that is what I've tried doing many times. Which only makes it worse and adds to my isolation and feelings of loneliness around people.

I did almost schedule an appointment to talk to a counselor, but I have not gone through with it yet because I don't know if they can really do enough. I mean usually i just end up telling them about the depression and anxiety when I am actually concerned there could be more wrong then that like maybe a personality disorder or something because I've always had weird issues even at a much younger age.....but I can never seem to express that well enough. I guess I just don't know how to go about it, because I don't want to come of like I've been reading up on mental issues so I can fake having some problem i don't really have. But if I don't talk about my other concerns they could get worse.