I felt so productive this morning and all afternoon I've been pretending that I was getting anything done. Went back and forth between crying and feeling like I didn't exist. Husband took his semi to his friends shop to work on it, gone most of the day, then brought it back jumped in his pickup and left without saying f-you or anything. Finally sent him a text asking if he knew when he might be home, got a reply that said "no plans", asked if that meant no plans when or no plans if? Got no reply to that one...been by myself ALL day and usually I don't mind, but seriously, I'm evaporating into thin air...