I've been posting a lot yesterday and today to try to fill some sort of void within myself. I just keep posting and then I get replies, but the void is still there. I don't know how to quiet my desires.

I'm not sure what I want exactly. It seems like I want attention, but I can never get enough attention. Does anyone know what I mean? There is a leak or something. The support people give me is quickly siphoned away somehow.

Don't know what is wrong with me.