Got hit hard with my anxiety today. I was doing okay until after I saw my psych. She put me on some new med.'s and refilled some of the old. The problem is that I am flat broke. I can't even afford my sons med.s and his are essential to his life. I don't know what to do. We were suppose to get a refund from a company that over charged us. But it has yet to hit. I feel like every little noise or movement is going to make me explode. Like I just want to wild, yell,throw things then curl up in a ball and cry. If that money doesn't come in tomorrow.............. I know this probably sounds stupid, but I am really scared....no terrified things are going to get worse. I need a job, but I can't get that until I get my depression under control. But first I have to get the money to get them. uuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggg.