{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Green}}}}}}}}}}}}} I know the feeling. I understand. My T told me that it would start to feel better when I started being more comfortable in my skin.

I used to truly believe that I had been a twin, that my twin had died and no had told me. Seemed like there was half of me missing. For ME, it was the part of me that I had denied as a child and while growing up, the child I had lost to blocked memories due to my abuse. Don't know how else to explain it any better. That loneliness will start to dissipate the better you get to know yourself... with help.

You're not alone...