i can't remember the last time i had more than a few hours of sleep in a night. probably a couple months ago.
i am not tired anymore, but all the days mesh together, and i am having hallucinations and delusions. can t focus or concentrate! i cant even remember what i did during the day or how i ended up in certain places. people say i talked to them and i don even rememeber. i am failing all my exams!

tried out drinking bottles of wine, taking sheets of painkillers and melatonin tablets, doing more exercise during the day, eating healthy, drinnking tea. nothing seems to work! i dont know if my massive mood swings are a result of my sleepless nights or the other way around!

any ideas? this is not normal is it? im not even sleepy, just feel like a dead zombie -.-