Yoda,
Hoping you got a lift in spirits after your episode showed on Sunday evening.

You sounded so motivated and yet scared for what the future might bring your way. The extra hard part is done, all the physical work. Now it is up to you to ask for the help you need, when you need it. And right now it seems to me you need to call your pdoc for advise on how to keep moving forward sweetie.

I love that you sold one of your horses! How did the organizer feel about THAT?

Can you keep in touch with her or is that part over? Maybe you could tell her what you told us about putting things in boxes isn't working so much for you. Maybe she has another suggestion or two for you. Or ask your sisters. They want you to seceed too. We all do.