We were dealing with my dad and the abuse. T told me to sit back and close my eyes and think of my dad and tell him all the things that I REALLY wanted to say.
I age regressed and was in a panic and could not speak...my mouth would not open except to cry adn tell her i couln't because his eyes would change.
Then I saw me standing on the right side os the "Little Girl" (she was in the chair)and Tiger Lady standing on the left. Tiger Lady was mad ( as always) and yelling at the little girl to "suck it up! Shut up! You are not supposed to let anyone see"
I told her to leave the little girl alone, she needed to do this, she needs to heal.
I did not tell T that I saw it, I told her there was "like an arguement inside me".
I have never seen Tiger Lady & Little Girl when I was awake. They would argue in my dreams. They would come out after I went to bed...I would be sleepwalking, but never when I was awake a concious of them being there.
It was a very hard session...my dad had PTSD and would have complete dissociation with homocidal rage adn his eyes would change...I KNEW when he was "The Monster" and not my Dad.
I am confused and terrified, I am trembling just writing this.
Thank you for the responses.