Life feels like a long unending string of 'one of those days'...

One of those days where life feels like it's trying to crush me in spite of me fighting so hard to stay on top of it. Where every situation feels so discouraging that I don't even want to deal with it. I want to give up, run away, hide, never come out.. I've been working hard on several things in my life, partly to help ease my depression and improve my quality of life. But when I make no progress despite the time and effort I put into it, it makes me feel so discouraged that I don't want to try anymore and that just makes me more depressed.

I'm tired of feeling like depression is kicking my *****. I want to kick depression's *****.