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Originally Posted by fool007
i can't bring myself to do this...to get out and live....i still feel for germany..and prayer for a glimmer of hope between us...i am wrong for this...that is why i am patitic....i am not sleeping well and am losing weight rapidly...i have no desire but to stay on my couch, and fade into the void...i am a self- defeatest unbalenced man...who can not function nor to i feel like i want to....i am old and will never find a woman , that i can relate too any longer....listen thank you....but there is no help for me.....i am patitic and insuifficant to even worry about....
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(((( (((( Fool )))) ))))
That isn't true! I understand you still feel for Germany but you have burned your bridges there and she doesn't want you. I really feel that she didn't in the first place or she wouldn't have made you stay in a rented flat, she would have had you in a nice hotel or at her place.
There is room and time for someone else and you are not pathetic. Please hold on and be kinder to yourself,
Rhiannon