I feel like a ball of mixed emotions today. I'm anxious, depressed, irritable, lonely, chatty, bored, and restless. It is driving me crazy. My sister come over bubbling with excitement for her son getting to go on a limo ride and out to eat for great improvement in his FCAT scores and I took it as her bragging. I know she didn't me it that way, but it irritated me all the same. I know I shouldn't feel this way and I should be happy for my nephew (which I am), but it just ran straight through me. I think it is because she asked first if my son got to go. My son my good grades on the FCAT, but he didn't score a 5 which is the highest they can get so he was unable to go. I just wish I didn't feel like it was her way of bragging. I don't know, maybe I'm just being a b**** about the whole thing. I just gave her a fake smile and when I told her no my son didn't to go she said sorry. I just acted like it was nothing even though it was burning through. Why can such stupid little thing set me off? I just can't quit thinking about it. Why do I have to obsess on something so stupid? Ugh, it is driving me nuts. I guess I'm done ranting and I'm sorry I sound so petty. I just needed to get it out of my system. Thanks for listening.