Hi, I'm pretty new here so a bit of info: Diagnosis OCD, depression, anxiety, Bi-polar tendences... Female 42 Gay.

I'm a submissive to a fairly easy going female Dominatrix... We email daily several times and usually get together about every 2 weeks.... always at her dungeon, never at her home, we've been doing this for about 6 months. I do not think I am her only subbie. Two weeks ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer and the op was today.

I'm so worried about her that I don't know what to do and it's affecting my sleep, eating and just about everything. I want to be there for her but she seems to have a very comparmentalised life and I don't think I'd be welcome in her other life....

Help! Any advice?