thank you...

body memories again. did nothing to bring them on. maybe it is real.
i feel like my memory changes from day to day. like some days i remember things and believe i remember a lot, then other days i don't and realize i remember almost nothing. there WAS spaces in time where things like RA could've happened, at nights when our dad took us out.
i feel like i only remember how things were once then use it as a frame of reference. like i remember one or two days of being home and i assume that that's how it was all the time.

maybe i'm just crazy.....
i got a memory after c*tting a few nights ago, that seemed real...like my reaction ....
can't think right right now...