Congratulations Christina,
Think it's so wonderful that you were able to see where your obsession was leading you to & were wise enough to stop before it ended up taking over your life. That is really something to be proud about to start with. From my understanding, an alcoholic can't even take a drink or it triggers that drinking all over again. Hopefully your obcession with the alcohol isn't the same, but don't think I would take the chance personally. I am sure that since you were so wise at this point, you will continue to be wise the rest of your life.
Understanding that YOU ARE WORTH IT is important as that self-esteem is what we really need to drive our successful lives.....
Keep up the magnificent work!!!!