For all that I have been looking forward to vacation, it also is really hard. I don't see anyone because everyone goes on vacation somewhere else. I don't have money to do that. So I just spend my time in my apartment. My sleep schedule gets totally screwed up. Again! I spent most of the night awake last night, and then most of today asleep. I had dreams about being tired and not able to stay awake. I hate my life. That has been what has come from this summer. I hate my life.