Help pelase,

I just got told I need a fontal lobotomy, this is from Megan a 15 yr old who isn't the happiest of people; she is always talking and always interfering with my "in the moment" thoughts and actions, she seems to delight in getting through and claps her hands in glee that she's made me respond to her.

I haven't started any therapy yet but I saw the doctor who said she would set it up for me, how do I stop the arguing between now and then (because Megan argues even when she's the only one talking). I was offered medication but I take such a delicate balance now I don't want to upset it. Would I be better to attempt to take it? I'm constantly telling one or the other to be silent or arguing (as I posted about some time ago), about what I'm going to eat or watch on TV or which perfume I'm going to use etc

What is the next step? what do I expect? I have the clinical response but clinical is not something the doctor can feel and only has a partial understanding of; I appreciate any help